Beautiful Disaster.

stopped blogging for so darn long, wonder who else still reads it since me myself din check it for months!

Tons of stuff had happen since den!

went back to pri sch to perform on teacher's day, AFTER 10yrs since graduation! Many ppl will find it hard to believe but ha, den again its nice to do it, thou i wish it was such an impomptu performance, abit embarassing =X

Lijun's R.O.M on a VERY gd date! 20.09.2009!!!!!
Thks for inviting me to b part of it...it was memorable for me =)
Rmb still hadn't totally recover fr my dizzy-ness at that time, but it was fun n great!

CANT wait for u pre-wedding party n ACTUAL WEDDING!!!

And ya, I'll be goin London to pursue my studies!!
Cos i went 4 e interview n was given a place in London College Of Fashion!
nt so soon thou, oct 2010 =)

Hope i can meet n catch up w every single person that i will missed when i'm de

random thoughts:

A Guy who doesnt hav a gentleman-etiquette in him will Never be a Man, he will FOREVER b a boy (at least dats my opinion)

past experiences, esp a recent particularly irritating incident, seriously, i think i hav more "gentleman etiqutte" in me den most guys, wats e world bcoming to man?!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Before i forget:

-Shades (currently one had 1 or 2 screws missing)

-various hair clips (for me to attached to my very own DIY flower hairpiece)

Inspired and really Luv this song:

I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker (With Flowers In My Hair) - Sandi Thom

Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air
I was born too late to a world that doesnt care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

When the head of state didnt play guitar,
Not everybody drove a car,
When music really mattered and radio was king,
When accountants didnt have control
And the media couldnt buy your soul
And computers were still scary and we didnt know everything

When pop stars still remained a myth
And ignorance could still be bliss
And when God Save the Queen she turned a whiter shade of pale
When my mom and dad were in their teens
and anarchy was still a dream
and the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail

When record shops was still on top
and vinyl was all that they stocked
and the super info highway was still drifting out in space
kids were wearing hand me downs,
and playing games meant kick arounds
and footballers still had long hair and dirt across their face

I was born too late to a world that doesnt care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr(follow me Hhah)

Ok the above list r the things i need to buy

Ok, business arent v gd these days, but still findin things to do, lk makin my own first Obi-belt, my flower hairpiece *proud achievement* , but also nt forgoting some of gowns which i needa do, lk brainstorming hw to go abt it etc...startin it earlier is a gd thing cos japanese customer(e gown i m currently workin on) are quite particular abt workmanship i think

Have an urge to do something for charity, no it isnt the guilt of spending too much $$ on my own personal indulgance.

seen soooooooooooooooo many ppl flockin to the new cool, neon lights clad shopping mallsss that almost says "SPENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD lk theres no tml"
LOL

i figured, financial crisis? where? hw abt juz abit $$ fr each n every1 of us for charity??

call me bias or what i am more interested in helpin kids n animals (Think SPCA)
LET'S DO STH!
How? i nt sure, but i'll do my research

This Ex tp VSC '06 guy emails me askin for help for his project, his name is jeff chng, i can't help thinkin of him as in "jeff chang aka ZHANG XING ZE"..e one who sang lotsa love ballads in the 1990s? LOL

Sunday, August 09, 2009

last mth been super deprived of internet, it feels abit lk living high up in the moutain meditating, or TRYING to meditate in "Mt Er Mei"

well, modem was SUDDENLY down, makin unable to watch the LAST EPISODE of my dear "Tenjo Night"

so much of my "saving the best for last" indeed

Well last mth been a REALLI SINFUL mth i muz say

well, havent been clubbing for quite some time and outta the blue received sms on fri evening frm jayme askin me if i'm free

"wanna go club with me,emily and her fren?"

being so sudden n late, i have to rush back home after work, have dinner, DO E DISHES, changed(cos i wore bermudas to work) and go out.

N thanks hp for keep playin trick at me, feigning dead /blackout (blank screen) conincidentally at ALL the most crucial moments when my frens are callin me to tell me impt details as to where to meet up etc.

Anyway went ZOuk's phuture, was Fun, thou meet a few weirdos, encounter some ppl w/ lousy lines?
saw ppl whom i knew but long time nv contact
Lk wow, din expect them to b workin at zouk
for a moment i tot its e alcohol effect dat makes them familiar LOL!

went till bout 4am reach hm, next day need to work, man...i muz hav go to work lk a zombie

anyway, next week,fri AGAIN (y nt sat?!!!), went zouk AGAIN, but this time, wah liew, think there' some event goin on, so its damn crowded

din help dat we reach kinda late, lk about 12+am?
By den dance floor was....practically packed sardines dancing?LOL

u jus hav to stand still n let e ppl ard to push n shove u , n u will LOOK LIKE U R DANCING

din help dat it was more lk a "couples night" n "weirdosssss" night
*shake head*

the couples r so in their world n they dance so VIGOROUSLY (nt pleasin to e eye, a sorta lk a harzard to any1 nearby) dat they took up SIGNIFICANT floorspace, n esp when floorspace is scarce, u will feel lk "hoot-ing" them.

nt to forget e gaysss too...MAN WAT A NIGHT
then e following day? went sakae for dinnern chijmes for drinkin....

$$$$$ fly away~

not to forget there's my sis bdae, my mum bdae, jayme bdae, iris bdae n simon bdae

Renew n extend driving course$$

ARGHHHHHHHHH

MY WALLET now hav a big hole ...i hav to scrimped as much as i could for this mth!
might have to eat maggi mee/bread for a few days during work

sadded~

din't help that my things r fallin apart which means i hav to find a new one to replace soon:
-bagsss (be it sling or shoulder bag -_- why!!!)
-Hp (refer to above) -Shoes (asin flats, its lookin shabbier day by day)
-water bottle (i am dependin on plastic bottles now)
-SLipper(ya i dun hav a slipper at all in case or rainy days)

nt so urgent
-Dye my hair(sick of this colour)

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

sorry if my post always sound so UN-cheery, dats becos usually when thee's happy tot i'll b alil lazy to post up ..=X

recap from last week:
I have a feelin of being totally unappreciated
And i know i don't deserve that
But Y e hell it happen?!

I very much believe friendship HAVE TO WORK 2 wayssss

which always reminds me what rome once mention sth like "ok, i know where i stand"

Ha ha lk...i got it.

I KNOW WHERE I STAND, SOMEWHERE BELOW EH?

i hate to feel kinda stupid like, why the hell i did that for? be it goin all out to show support, or blockin out that part of the day since u say u wan me to go thou u nv confirm w me, enthusiatically chatting w me cos u wan sth..etc....

last week days at work was alright
was fun at times
But under friendship catergory, if i hav to score, it will be 20/100

May things get better

I will not attend any gathering that makes me slog harder to end work slightly earlier, rush lk mad to meet up, den only see all juz eating, gossip (bout other ppl), talk among themselve(some surface stuff), den TADAH all go home cos need to work e next day blah blah blah

total time spend w gathering: 1hr+

totally leave me feelin abit :WTH?

Enjoyable gathering: u bet, NO of cos

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Been tellin myself its time to start to train myself to live a healthy lifestyle, healthy diet, but here i am, at 3am, blogging @_@

But i feel i muz do this b4 i sleep

OK, this entry shall SOLELY dedicate to "My Encounter w/ the CHI KO PEH saga"

Errr hem!

*Clear Throat*

Gonna be realli short cos its more lk takin notes only

I shall start from last week:

1)Cant rmb which day but we supposedly saw no sign of him near e front door so we left by front but ALAS!

while i was lockin e door, n e tailor keepin a look out, she saw him walkin realli v v v v fast , like in a rush, towards our directon, den when he reach there, he jus stop, stood outside, cross his arms n looooooook at us("look" is abit understated)
i sprouted "wah lau eh lk ghost"
den when we walk pass him(he's standing in e middle u see), i frigging diao him

2)Cant rmb which day too, shld b thur or wed???
same thing, we checked ard, see-ing no sign of him, we went back to work room to packed our things to get ready to leave by front door

Speakin abt woman's instinct
i jus tot things wont be goin so smooth
while packin i tot i heard e sound of metal gate
told tailor i go check it out, i walked over to a corner n juz den i tot i saw movement outside our door(glass door)
den guess wat i saw?
the lights outside shining thru our glass door n de i c a shadow of the C.K.P, sharp enuf, big enuf to let u know he is either v near or literally pressed against e glass door, trying to peek into our shop(e light r alr closed)
FRIGGIN HELL

den i went back to tell e tailor, today we have to leave by e back door

e journey from the back door to the another end of the mrt exit , is hell of a heart stopping moment

but thank gd for dat day , we made it w/o him see-ing us

3)Sat, din realli muz happen but juz dat i realise he is comin EARLIER n EARLIER on Sats, this time, he came at a friggi' 4+pm!? n we close at lk 7pm?! but dat day we 3 (me, tailor+alteration tailor left fr e front door, no sign of him, who knows he could be hiding at some dark corner~

This Week:

1)Tue: V much wanted to left before the C.K.P appear but "thanks" to a customer for coming late, in the end , well we encounter e C.K.P

a Make-up artist was w us, waiting for her husband to drive over n fetch her
Before dat told her abt the "Story of the Chi Ko Peh"

She tot he was kinda scary, lk e psycho from "Scream", minus e knife

she left a weeee bit earlier den me n the tailor, her husband came down fr e car helpin her carry her make up kit + barang barang

after dat, when me + tailor survey/peek e outside of our door for signs of him, no sign off him, we decide to quick take our stuff n FLEEEEEEEEE!!(LOL, or SIAMMMMM to put it "nicely")

we switch off our workrm lights and
later juz as we were approachin e glass door,

We stop dead in our tracks
we saw (thru our drawn blinds)the c.k.p running/walkin v fast toward the front door

we reverse our tracks to a corner where he cant spot us

heard him close e metal gate, linger there for some time, den left,to somewhere, the mrt perhapes?

we cant c snce there's e damn construction barrier thinggy blockin our view

den i was like, "since he nt outside we juz siam out of this place first den c how"

we quick quickget out, i bend down to lock e door and e tailor keep a look out n THEN

SHe Spotted the CHI KO PEH , a distance away, peerin at us from a corner of a wall,near the exit of e mrt

LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?!!!!!!!!!!

den i told e tailor "now we juz pretend nv c him den we walk another way"

den when i was abt to cross e road, someone call me, i look ard n saw the make up artist husband call me frm his car saying "Sihua!!!!!!!!!! Ni Yao Xiao XIn!!!"

so nice of them to stayed in e car n wait for us to come out

after walking for a dist, the make up artist called me n here's wat she told me:

"You know what a nt? when i came out from the shop, i saw him sitting opposite
when he saw me came out he stood up and look at us(her+her husband)"

"den later you know e MOMENT he saw ur workroom light switch off, he immediately run over and close e metal gate"

den i add:
"Ya i know, den u noe after dat he go off n hide in a corner peekin at us, i think he hide de cos he think we go home by train cos we always go by dat direction, PEVERT!"

Its so OMFG lo
I so think i can do v much w/o this "security guard"

Thursday, May 21, 2009

great song, was wondering why they company didnt put in enough effort in promoting them?!

May they get the recognition they deserved

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

"Little Wing" Eric CLapton and Sheryl Crow

Great vocals, great work on the electric guitar, saxophone....

Oh! this is great too:
"Favourite Mistake"

Friday, May 01, 2009