Saturday, September 25, 2004
Wah...this week is the worst of the worst week man...especially monday and tuedays night..
never sleep at all...it's rushing, rushing, and more rushing more work...haha..but the worst is over now...wow..since like ages ago since i enter my last entry for my blog, how's my life? hectic..stressful..frustrating...exhausting.... these are some words to describe it, and my mum still don't believe i got that much amount of work to do...saying thing like "where got student everyday rush wirk till so late..u r..u better learn to do things quickly...must be because u always did things slowly.." like real man...come n look how my course mates are doing and u will know it is not me being slow but is the amount of work being simply too overwhelming and just too too too much...
Really wanted to hang out with friends ... feeling abit upset about the fact that everytime when i need a friend to cheer for me...be there for me when i am having a hard time ... there is none, i feel days ago or a week ago? can't remember... told this to a partcular friend..though i know then he wont lent a listening ear to me...but was pretty shocked and dissappointed by what he told me when i only start telling him my woes, like " i am so stressed out..so much work to do" ...he says "everyone is stressed lo...don look at me, go tell yo problem to this person... tell her watever u wanna say..." (something like that..). haiz... dats rather depressing... but got to sound fine with wat he says..otherwise ... nvm...
Ok..maybe i am sensitive or something , because if there is somebody who like we always talk..go for breaks together or always chat online..but then suddenly by this week...dat person go off to break with other frens la..or the person nv go online or, ya..got go online but we juz cant hav a proper conversation...it kinds of bother me cos i will think that they might have a problem with me.. YESH I NOE i NOE i NOE.everyone is busy right? but but...but ... oh well...you gonna think i am such a troublesome..sentitive...wants attention, demanding girl...pls hell no.. not me..i am not that kind, perhapes i treasure friendship too greatly.... but the latter doesnt....it takes two hands to clap, don be offended... i am just stating my view.
Y is life like that? Sux Sux Sux!
man..when i can i go k box and sing song till i blast off everyone's eardrums? hahahha ..boring....lalalala..no one is reading this blog anyway..lalalalala