(<$BlogItemCommentCount$>) comments ok i will start from thurs which is 4/8/05...well woke up at 7.30am (wah!!! finally manage to get up earlier then 8.05am...think sum1 is cursing me to wake up at this particularly time..cos i hav been over sleeping n wakin up at 8.05am SHARP for countless times this sem..freaky) then tot to myself..i will not be late.i muz not be late..i muz take bus and reach sch in time. BUT..ya..theres this but...sumhw left my house late..then waited anxiously for bus 131 to come...nt goin to let myself be late for Vani's pcomd class (in case u dun noe wats dat..its stands for Professional Communication of Design..sth like dat) cos last week bcos onli half of the class turn up..blah blah blah..she was so furious she left the class n refused to teach..oh god..then when e bus finally came..n i was nw waiting for bus 23...i m alr at risk of being dangerously absent..(if u arrived in class after 15min consider absent absent) saw my senior Mina de..tok abit then took cab (much to my irritation..wanna save money lo) to sch...well reach class...Vani was ok..blah blah..taught us hw to write coverletter n resume etc...consultation sort of thing n then released us early..well..stella and angela didnt turn up for class today, angela didnt cum cos she havent finish her ginko nut design..stella is bcos she overslept..woke up at 10+am...WELL..wasnt v.happy during the class..bcos...when i came in ...ok ppl..normally whe u enter the class u will wan to sit wif ur grp members right? common sense right? so when i entered...i saw jac sitting at the another side of the class room..nw dats one of the things i dun understand..Y SIT SUMWHERE AWAY FRM E REST OF THE CLASS...ok..bu then nvm..me n lith join her..i look ard n saw vanessa..michelle..kevin..joy..hong ying..xinyi..who else? ok nvm..anyway its ok for them to sit together since they r of one grp..BUT THE QUESTION IS..WAT IS HONG YING DOIN OVER THERE? she is supposed to b in our grp..yet she sat de...ok fair enough..maybe wanna discuss wif her ccn grp members or sth...but wait a min as i recall...they r nt even on the same day of fRm class...so i was wondering wondering wondering n of cos nt very happy..ya i noe..those this resume n coverletter etc stuff r to b done individual..but the purpose of forming grp is to discusswhich company u wanna interviewed for and discuss...MAN ..this certainly sound like individual work now. i mean..first of all..our sitting position is alr so damn weird...the rest of the class on left side...n we 3 oni on right side..one who dun noe us might wonder..if we r enemies wif another grp or nt..sumore even one of ur own grp member literally fly over to another side..its kinda of a pathetic sight. Sorrie la..but i realli feeling lotsa displeasure in that..n Dat reminds me of last sem..photography class...rmb the so many times where they ...haiz dun talk abt it...some stuff that well..nt so nice...ok..nw..consultation time... no need to b in grp le..try to mingle wif them...but constantly got left out...they r in their own world...i m wondering if i m juz a wandering soul (choi la i noe dat nw is 7th month) so fed up le..i go sit by myself...then they he he ha ha...decide to left class liao n hav lunch...didnt hav courtesy to ask if i wanna hav lunch...so pissed of..wishing stella will be here...i mean..if its my gang of fren..we will..100% ..definitely ask dem along lo...but well..nw i noe wat to do...so left me n lith..we go have lunch...makan makan...then lith left to say she go look for her apel lecturer abt some stuff.....so i proceed to sewing to start sewing my bags for ccn (n i tell u its purely a god damn waste of time...u will noe why when i write my blog entry abt ccn later) me..my n i ..go do my stuff..sew sew things...sewing room onli got me, yanshan and emily..when to talk to emily abit then start sewing...silence..silence in the sewing room...think every1 v.busy wif ccn stuff so very quiet n concentrate abt their own stuff lo......ok..later more ppl come in...xinyi n gang+vivan came in..xuanxin n more la...but myself still alone sewing...then Donna came..complain abt on some stuff...n some ppl...then she sat beside me to do e accessories stuff...nw i got some company...then the rest of the sewing room..ppl talkin loud loud..laugh loud loud..aiya..everything loud loud la...i kinda feel invisible u see...miss invisible surveying was happening in the sewing room....some ppl go out buy food then got ask ppl wat they wanna eat..but nv ask me lo...but no big deal..wasnt reaali upset or sth....then leh...bt guess cos juz nw in class got pissed by ppl action then the feelin still lingering on..then add to dat..lith like no news leh...tot she go see lecturer a while then b back..but no..she didnt..after that then noe she got class..so she came in to e rm for a few sec..say jia you osth like dat n poof~ gone...lydia also came in eating some choc bar or sth..wlak ard abit ..talk abit..n poof~ gone...wat i was thinkin is...the day b4 ccn we shld meet up together n discuss wat 2 bring wat to do la..check which stuFF we haven done la...but it didnt happen..i feel like we r nt prepared...like tm is eithe ru live or u die..=X Mj, clara, feli, stella etc are nt in sewing cos they start their biz on thur ma..then later when i finally got chance go c them then my mood got beter abit..then i go rush my bag...alone doin the iron-ing ..the sewing..the overlockin...then later clara n feli n stella they all come in see me..my mood get better lo...then guess wat...then later la..some ppl dats in the sewing room go talk to them la..then joke la..i mean..hello? got problem wif me? kns...then clara they all fool alr abit...talk tlak..then donna go off...then later clara they all also go off...n then its silence for me again..then vivian came to talk to me abit...thou i ________________her. but at least she got e courtesy to come n talk to me....so well... we talk....thou i noe some of the things to talk abt like draping to __________________her..but at least she bother to talk to me...ok then i pack up...thinkin if i shld even say bb to the ppl in e sewing room..but den onli decide to say bb to ginli..n if others say bb to me then i will say..so well..her ei m lunging tons of stuff home..bye myself..walkin along the quiet walkway out of design sch..million tots running thru my mind...n then saw emily taking branches...joke wif her saying she juz killed a reindeer la..then saw jayme, xiaoyi and kevin then alll..things got better..joke wif them..laugh laugh laugh..ahhh..mood got better...n head home wif a nt so bad mood... reach home then slack abit..no slack i think..think is too exhausted...then start to decorate the bag...n shit..a goddamn cockcroach flew into the living room...ARGH..but heck care la..i need sapce to do my stuff..so juz cont staying in living (wah..brave hor) then mum sit de read newspaper...i do my bag stuff until realli v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.sleepy..buay tahan....den still cannot finish..abit cursing abt i shld buy a sewing machine last sem...then ard 4am then did i finally go to sleep..n sianz next day hav to wake up early n bring a container truck size of stuff 2 sch (abit exaggerate di noe..wahha)...well..i slep..n i over sleep...