Wednesday, July 01, 2009
sorry if my post always sound so UN-cheery, dats becos usually when thee's happy tot i'll b alil lazy to post up ..=Xrecap from last week:
I have a feelin of being totally unappreciated
And i know i don't deserve that
But Y e hell it happen?!
I very much believe friendship HAVE TO WORK 2 wayssss
which always reminds me what rome once mention sth like "ok, i know where i stand"
Ha ha lk...i got it.
I KNOW WHERE I STAND, SOMEWHERE BELOW EH?
i hate to feel kinda stupid like, why the hell i did that for? be it goin all out to show support, or blockin out that part of the day since u say u wan me to go thou u nv confirm w me, enthusiatically chatting w me cos u wan sth..etc....
last week days at work was alright
was fun at times
But under friendship catergory, if i hav to score, it will be 20/100
May things get better
I will not attend any gathering that makes me slog harder to end work slightly earlier, rush lk mad to meet up, den only see all juz eating, gossip (bout other ppl), talk among themselve(some surface stuff), den TADAH all go home cos need to work e next day blah blah blah
total time spend w gathering: 1hr+
totally leave me feelin abit :WTH?
Enjoyable gathering: u bet, NO of cos