Sunday, March 27, 2005
so sianz ah..keep thinin abt wanting to change blogskin..wasnt very satisfied with this layout actually...buts it realli difficult to find a drop dead gorgeous bologskin nowadays....abit like searchin for a needle in a haysack....but the search shall go on...haha... sianz sianz sianz...erm eh...ah....lalalala...lets see...maybe i shld do some quiz? hahahha
lala...feelin so lazy to update my blog but yet still wanna update it for the sake of those who read it...haha...too much free time...lalala yest slp rather late...had supper with elder sis till like....3am? woah...thou my family slp pretty late ...like vampires?? haha 3am is still consider late for us. plus we were talkin abt those nasty frens or those nt so pleasant frens we hav met...hah...makin fren is a very crucial part cos when u mixed with those ppl who don giv a dam abt u, its better to break away from them as soon as possible or yo life will b very miserable...was talkin about all those frens and memories juz came back..the days...the dissappointment for dem....forever talkin abt stuff which u dunno n therefore cant join in....thou i do nt know was dat intentional or nt...our last meetin together makes me realise sth...we r of different wavelength...i make the effort, u dont..., forever choosin the topic i cant join in..n always makin me giv up talkin to u guys...n then u took that as i m a very quiet person....temperamental? haha..anyway..Tot i m this..tot i m that..always misunderstood me...rmb told a fren abt it n he was like "anyway..its alr in e past right? y bring it up?" nope its nt completely in e past..when ever we met up again..the same thing happen again n again....thou i reminisce abt my days in sec sch, i nv wanted to turn back time to it...memories of it is enough...yeah..i agree with ah ma that a blog is supposed to b a diary of me..nt u..offend u with the truth...its normal reaction for 1 to defend him/herself when ppl tell u abt some nt so good stuff abt u...but b4 u defend yoself..ask yoself consicous....i daresay my life now is definitely better then sec sch days...there are some stuFF i can nv forget...but thx god in every dark clouds theres a sliver lining..i got to know some great frenz and u might b surprised as to how i noe them ..hah...u dun even noe me...u tot i m the type u think i am..nonono...wrong big time......i treat frens wif respect, once a fren ...forever a fren...i make effort...a lot indeed...so congrats to u as its quite a feat for u to forever pissing me off for i got high tolerance level........lalalala...okok...let off steam..feelin abit better havin putting my trueful piece of mind out...dunno whether they will even read it or even realise it..but at least...i say it out..n i m feelin better.......thou there r tons more i wanna say, i juz wanna say...i noe wat u think even u did nt say it out...i close one eye...haiz...pretty depressin entry compare to e rest? come on man..life is full of ups n downs...onli thing i can thank is...i m able to dealt wif such ppl better, n firm. dat will b a life long skills...