Saturday, May 07, 2005
feeling kinda frustrated n fed up now...initially today hav an outing wif poly gang of fren to go watch House Of Wax..was kinda lookin forward to it..yest stella say she realli wanted to go..but she onli can after 6pm go off frm work...so i wasnt very enthu abt it..prefer it to b earlier...then so in the end she nt goin..also feel kind of bad la..then mj also nt confirm goin...feli dunno y always sms her must wait for e turn of centuries b4 she reply..n she actually onli reply us at 4.44am this morning...unearthly hours eh?? then say nt goin..need to plan bf b'dae...then today leh...stupid weather..thunderstorm...ka boom boom...so scary...like gonna strike u to death e moment u step foot out of e house...so clara call...hesitating as to whether to go watch movie a nt...then goin out= hav to take money frm mum = mum will scold like hell = spoil yo whole day mood = i've sinned ....SHIT lo...then mj sms me say she check her acct but still haven get her salary..i was like so damn pek cek lo..WAT THE HELL DAT GREEN GOO MONSTER boss is up too?! auntie jenny say latest is 5th may get e salary..n THIS???!! sumore last mth the dresser job at zouk...dat little amt of pay they still dun wanna pay us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ass....man....slap their face..student money means can drag like nobody else business meh?? so sick of it...feel so broke now....thou i hav the paragon voucher..but i m still broke........ARGH...mum goin to open an bank acct for me..so goin off soon...dunno la..pek cek..dun wanna talk to her....wake up onli noe how to yak yak yak...fed up alr....haha..ironically i m listening to josh groban's my confession....hahha..n here i m making my confession on y i m feel so pek pek pek pek cek....alright then....update this when i return frm home..hopefully on happily note...ok my mum juz sat ...go bras basah get open acct then go paragon ....wat say see how to spent my voucher to the greatest advantage...n wat she no time alr..onli today free....wth..i m nt in the mood to shop!!!!