Sunday, July 31, 2005
OKOK...hmmm...today wok eup at 11pm..and was like argh-ing away cos supposed to meet mj they all in sch at 10am!? but heng la..cos mj wok eup late la..then change the time from 10am to 11am then to 1pm n then to nt goin to sch le..but meetin at PS at 3pm .. no choice, who ask dat SPOTLIGHT TO SHUT DOWN THEIR branch at TAMPINES...so if after sch wanna buy stuff ..hav to take 518 which is like a 40min ride??? to PS...recently look around the stuff happening around me..sorta starting to feel like all the good guys in the world hav alr extinct long ago..wait a min...hav it even ever existed in ther first place? =X pretty worried abt feli..hope she is ok cos ya things happen la..she muz b heartbroken now...jus wan her to stay strong and get over it soon...thats the onli things we can do...have to admit dat at times...i feel realli lousy at consoling ppl...esp abt the stella's incident...the onli solution is clear out de..but...the choice is hers...so when i see her sad...i also dunno wat else to say..cos wat i say she wont wan to listen...which left onli some meaningless stuff for me to say to her...like..."u wan tissue?" when she cried..hav to admit dat i feel realli stupid sayin dat to her..haaa wat to do...guess i hav to improve my consoling skills. lemmi look at th etime.aiya..better get ready to go PS buy stuff. sianz..no money..hav to get it from parents....so sianz...so pai seh to everytime get money from them..but realli no choice..haiz...wish me luck.......