Monday, September 27, 2004
hohoho..check my blog and realise that there are someone who actually read moi blog...kekeke..heng ah..nv bad mouthed dat person...muz thx god..thx the sky..the earth..the treees ..the water...blah blah...well hectic week finally over, so i am so free now, lalala, but can't find anyone to go out with me and unwind, so kinda cooped up at home during the weekends, therefore feeling a bit frustrated that i had wasted my weekend away.
wat i did for my weekends? well, spent my sat evening till night chatting with friends..especially with a friend who is studying n melborne, talk about basically anything..abt wat matchmaking his siblings to my siblings...wahahhaha talk tilll late in the night and then surrender the com to let my sis used. Last night he called me...sounding realli depressed, but as i had juz woke , i cant think straight ... very surprised cos it's 4+am over there... abit regretted not able to talk to him about his watever problem, then today he told me he is fine...i can tell u that i don totally believe his words..just he don want me to be worried about him...man..shld hav talk to him long last night...anyway..got any problem tell me k? unhealthy to bottle up yo feeling huh?
will be quite a totally uneventful weekend i shld say if not for this fren..chat chat chat...very weird..there are ppl who studied in the same sec as you for 4 yrs... almost everyday, during your sec sch days, u are bound to walk passed them, to see them everyday, but u nv strike up a conversation...its only later when all of us have graduated, separated in different schools, or country before we really get in to the business of knowing them better and become kind of a good friend, but that's better then no keeping contact at all isn't it? I am very puzzled about a friend of mine...i dunno is it because i m overly sensitive or sth, but i feel that he had been really reluctant to talk to me, i have no idea why is he behaving like that..very weirddddddd, puzzling, baffling...perhapes i offend him in some way unknowingly? or he got some problem that he is unwilling to share? or he is being sooooo busy that..he simply cant find time to chat? or...i m being sensitive? welll...hope he will tell me the reason soon and not let me do the guessing...i am trying my best to understand ok, my fren? don keep me worrying and then brush me off saying "there is no problem"...haizz.... take care dude...
So..friends out there...take care..anything , any problem..tell me k? thou i m nt some expert... i will be a great listener...promise