Saturday, October 23, 2004
Ahhh, dark clouds have been looming in the sky these few days, not to mention the thunder storms, rain, strong wind..perfect day to stay n home i juz relax...feel kinda weird n bored since all my others frenz are busy studying for their exams...so there's no one to entertain me...except for dat watever guy who sms me daily!!! Seriously speakin it is realli getting into my nerve, yeah...might sound harsh but...i will realli realli rather we chat online then via sms, my sms r not free u noe...n despite tellin him how many times...i dunno if he get that into his head...sianz.......
hmm..got pretty angry e day before by a fren of mine...haiz...one moment u can be happily chatting wif him..another moment he will be so cold dat u will be there wondering wat gone wrong...then another moment he will snap at u...can say dat i m more dissappointed then angry u noe,have been saying "hi" when ever i saw him online (juz like wat i do to others..i always says hi first) but got no reply...been sayin hi to him since wed afternoon....till evening...night...then thur afternoon..evening...night before he actually giv me a reply but dat is nt wat cause me to b absolutely angry...i wasnt angry at all..juz thinkin..woah..dat busy? he came n say sorry he was away...i forgiv him at once..but...when i jokinly say he took so long to reply blah blah blah..he says"wad u want then?" i was a little taken aback..wasnt very sure but sense abit of irritation from him..so i juz kid him n say "nah juz gimme some food fo ri m hungry now, haha" (sth like dat..cant rmb the exact words) then noe wat he says? he said "if you wan those don msg me" wah lau eh........haiz................i m totally...totally....undoubtly...angry...pissed off by dat...normally i will b angry lo..but maybe not dat angry..juz dat ...in this case...it seems like the last straw for me...this is not the first time he chat wif me like cant-be-bothered, i-m-such-a-nuisance wat so ever attitude toward me...mayb ei m being super sensitive or sth..but...how do YOU feel if u hav been puttin gin effort to start a conversation n this is the kind of reply u got most of the time??? dat is the last straw man...after that he reply to me i don feel like replying...then yest...was think "shld i, shld i nt??" to talk to him..well...i did, but..sick of always..he pissed me off n nv apologised or sth...u don msg him..he don msg u...lalalala...forget it...see how it goes lo
ai ya..mama nagging me to bath..will cont u this blog later lo...
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